The summer is a time to relax and have fun. It’s a time to make memories with friends and family. It’s a time to get prepared for what’s coming next. For the past two summers, it’s also been a great time for me to lead some summer camps at my school. The summer camps are a nice change from the rigor and schedule of the school year, as they are a whole week of one particular topic or theme. For example, last summer I hosted a camp called Forest Fun, during which the students built shelters, learned knife safety as they whittled, and also ventured into fire safety and fire building. We were outside every day. It was so much fun. The students loved it!
Because this past school year was so extremely challenging, I felt like one summer camp was all I wanted to tackle this year. So, this week, I hosted my Tabletop Gaming Camp. I had four students in attendance, and it was one of the most challenging weeks of my teaching career. The challenge did not come from a lack of preparation, as I had a very detailed agenda planned for the week. The difficulties stemmed from one student who really challenged me. This student was showing all of the classic signs of someone who is craving attention: He didn’t follow directions or respect the rules, he made fun of his peers, and had an attitude as though he was too cool for whatever we were doing. I pulled out all the stops and utilized all my teaching tricks. I empathized with him when I spoke to him individually about my struggles with him. I tried to keep things light and fluffy, as the summer is much different than the school year. I even had the students create the norms and rules that they would all follow. Nothing seemed to work for this particular student.
So, what was the problem? We were playing games all week. I provided the students with choices and options in terms of what games we played. Every time a new game was introduced and the rules were explained, this student was goofing around and not paying attention, which meant that he kept shouting about not understanding the game or what to do. When the other students in the camp and I reminded him that he was talking and playing around while the rules were explained, he argued with us that the game was ridiculous and we were wrong. So, we would then calmly and slowly explain the rules to him again. This happened for almost every game we played. The other campers were very frustrated with this one individual by the close of the camp on Friday.
I pulled the student aside and spoke to him on numerous occasions throughout the week. As the camps are optional and the families sign up for the ones they want, I asked him if he wanted to be at camp, as it was my perception that he did not seem happy. He didn’t really answer the question except by grumbling some sort of, “I guess.” Like any experienced teacher, I tried getting at the heart of the issue: What is the root of his behavior? What is causing him to act this way? I learned that his parents are divorced, which can most definitely cause trauma. So, is that why he acted out all week, or was there something else at play? Was it me? Could I have done something more or differently? Was I too hard on him, holding him accountable for his breaches of our camp norms? I had to remind him at least five times a day to keep his face mask on when inside the building, which he did not like, as he seemed to think face masks were useless and unnecessary. This mandate that my school has could have been the fuel for this fire of difficulty, as wearing a mask for a long period of time is very challenging. Did I provide too many options or choices? For most game types, I provided the students with two options. Was that too many or not enough? Would it have worked better if I chose the game instead? Did he not really want to be at the camp? He seemed to like a few of the games we played, and even brought in a game for us all to play on Thursday. He did a nice job explaining the rules of the game and teaching us all how to play. It was one of his best moments at the camp. I praised him for being a good teacher and sharing his game with us. This helped keep him more positive and respectful for a while, but the afternoon proved challenging once again. Anytime I asked him to do something like participate in our two-minute meditation, he argued and fought as if I were asking him to swim with blood-thirsty sharks.
I left camp each afternoon this week feeling lost. I spent most nights trying to think about how I could try to make tomorrow a better day for him, me, and the other campers. I tried being more serious, and that just angered the student more. I then tried being more fun and joked around with him. That helped a bit, at times, but, inevitably, he would go back to his default behavior and attitude of being disrespectful and unkind. What did I do wrong? What more could I have done to better support and help this student during the week? This person is not a current member of our school during the academic year and so he doesn’t understand how we do things. However, I had several campers that fell into that same criteria last year without any issues. So I doubt that was the cause of the problems I faced this week.
Although I informed my school’s headmaster of the issue with the student and he did chat with one of the parents of this student, had this student issue occurred during the school year, I would have had a sit-down meeting with the student and the headmaster to discuss the issues. We would have then put a plan in place to help, support, and hold this student accountable as he learns the BHS way. We would have also updated the parents and had meetings with them during this time as well so that they could reinforce our plan at home. However, this student only attended a week-long camp and so there wasn’t the time to execute a lengthier plan. Plus, the rules and protocol for our summer camps are far different than they are during the academic year. I had hoped that this student would make some progress and figure out that it’s far more fun to follow the rules and be respectful than it is to not listen and follow the rules. Unfortunately, that wasn’t the case, and there was almost no progress made by this student at the close of the week.
Although I tried not to let this bring me down emotionally too much this week, it did weigh on me pretty heavily. I was more exhausted at the end of each day this week than I ever was during remote instruction. I tried to help provide the other campers with a fun experience. We did play lots of great games like Chameleon, What Do You Meme (Family Edition), Dungeons and Dragons, Cribbage, Kids Against Maturity, Fun House, Bananagrams, and Pandemic. Two campers chose to create their own board games, which we then played yesterday afternoon. One student made an awesome game all about rescue animals. We all had a blast playing that game, as it got us talking about our love of cats and dogs. Despite the fun that was had throughout the week, I’m still left wondering why this week felt so challenging because of one student?
Moving forward, I’m going to focus on the good that came out of the week and know that I tried extremely hard to support and help this one student. He did make it through the entire week without having to be sent home. That is something, as I got very close to calling his parents a few times throughout the week because of his poor choices.
On a positive note, a student that was in my class this past school year was in attendance at my camp this week. This was a student who began the school year unable to practice self-control and had very little drive to work hard. Well, he finished the year kicking butt and working extra hard. He learned how to control his choices and transformed into a phenomenal student. It was so cool for me to see this student practice the breathing and self-regulation techniques we learned throughout the week when dealing with this difficult camper. At one point, the student was sharing his thoughts with the group and the challenging camper kept interrupting him. Instead of yelling at the camper, he stopped talking and took some deep breaths before beginning to talk again. I am so proud of the progress this student made throughout the year. I praised him on numerous occasions throughout the week for his great choices and the application of techniques covered during the school year. This seemed to make him very happy. That is what I will focus on this weekend and into next week as I reflect on my camp from the week. I will think about the successes and not the struggles. I will not beat myself up over the fact that I wasn’t able to reach a student. I will not look down on my abilities as an educator because one student pushed all of my buttons successfully throughout the week. Instead, I will think about the good times that were had.